PAST IS PAST.....

always in my mind...hope u see a better girl and me too..see a better men.....amin.....

NOT DEMAND BUT IT IS DREAM...

i want my 'hantaran' at least minimum follow my birthday..15/4/89...so it means...RM15489..heheehe....i want my hantaran is full of thing that i really really really love....like handbag...shoes..an so on that from the 'hottest' brands..i want my wedding have a theme...not just 'hentam keromo"...i want my wedding held at hall...my husband wear tuxedo and i wear a very nice grown.....owh....so sweetttt......

but why when i tell to my mother...my mum say...'jgn demand...nnt x kawen la.."....huhhuhuhuu....why??/...this not demand...but this dream that very very realistic..... every women have their wedding dream...like me....for me that is no demand....ok let say...now a day...to serve meal during the wedding....at this part only..the half of the hantaran money will gone...if we do buffet..rm12/per....so at least..the minimum we invite is around 500per...so for the meal only..rm6000...but if more that than....so calculate...ermmmm........actually it same like if we do 'rewang' or 'gotong royong'....how about the 'pelamin'...the bedroom..an so on.....actually event i get this amount of money..it still not enough...i still must use some of my money...

it not to show off...that...'owh my wedding is great'....or 'the best wedding in village'...or 'look...my husband is rich'..or..so on......but IT IS MY DREAM....only that the reason......for me married is once in our life...so it's not wrong if we need the best for the only thing in our life....

InsyaALLAH i will hold a degree...so this make my 'value' higher....don't misunderstanding,.... it means hantaran is must be different with people that not have it...event i not really care about that..but my 'big' family..my brother..will care about it....my cousin..only have spm...get rm10000 for the hantaran....so..if me.....ermmmm........

i know....if i get that kind of husband that have the ability to  give that....ALHAMDULILAH....but if not....its  ok..as long as..he will make my life comfortable...its more than better....aaahhhhhh........very difficult to say....but i hope at least my husband event not good in  study but he always want to improve his self..not have any fact say that..if we not have a degree..master..or PHD...we are loser.......actually..most of the millionre  is from the useless person....but they have a very wonderful spirit...creative thinking and the most important...they NEVER GIVE UP......

so plz....when women always say the value of hantaran that they needed....don't misunderstanding...they not demand..but it is their dream..and as a men...you must understand it...and try to full fill it.. don't think that the women not love you but only love you money..that wrong... but if you still can not...don't give up....try to  explain and do a discussion.....everything will be ok....as long as both of you agree what ever the result.....

DREAMS ALWAYS BE A DREAM..BUT IF WE CAN MAKE THE DREAM BECOME TRUTH.....ALHAMMDULILAH.....:-)

wassalam.......amin..