PAST IS PAST.....

always in my mind...hope u see a better girl and me too..see a better men.....amin.....

NOT DEMAND BUT IT IS DREAM...

i want my 'hantaran' at least minimum follow my birthday..15/4/89...so it means...RM15489..heheehe....i want my hantaran is full of thing that i really really really love....like handbag...shoes..an so on that from the 'hottest' brands..i want my wedding have a theme...not just 'hentam keromo"...i want my wedding held at hall...my husband wear tuxedo and i wear a very nice grown.....owh....so sweetttt......

but why when i tell to my mother...my mum say...'jgn demand...nnt x kawen la.."....huhhuhuhuu....why??/...this not demand...but this dream that very very realistic..... every women have their wedding dream...like me....for me that is no demand....ok let say...now a day...to serve meal during the wedding....at this part only..the half of the hantaran money will gone...if we do buffet..rm12/per....so at least..the minimum we invite is around 500per...so for the meal only..rm6000...but if more that than....so calculate...ermmmm........actually it same like if we do 'rewang' or 'gotong royong'....how about the 'pelamin'...the bedroom..an so on.....actually event i get this amount of money..it still not enough...i still must use some of my money...

it not to show off...that...'owh my wedding is great'....or 'the best wedding in village'...or 'look...my husband is rich'..or..so on......but IT IS MY DREAM....only that the reason......for me married is once in our life...so it's not wrong if we need the best for the only thing in our life....

InsyaALLAH i will hold a degree...so this make my 'value' higher....don't misunderstanding,.... it means hantaran is must be different with people that not have it...event i not really care about that..but my 'big' family..my brother..will care about it....my cousin..only have spm...get rm10000 for the hantaran....so..if me.....ermmmm........

i know....if i get that kind of husband that have the ability to  give that....ALHAMDULILAH....but if not....its  ok..as long as..he will make my life comfortable...its more than better....aaahhhhhh........very difficult to say....but i hope at least my husband event not good in  study but he always want to improve his self..not have any fact say that..if we not have a degree..master..or PHD...we are loser.......actually..most of the millionre  is from the useless person....but they have a very wonderful spirit...creative thinking and the most important...they NEVER GIVE UP......

so plz....when women always say the value of hantaran that they needed....don't misunderstanding...they not demand..but it is their dream..and as a men...you must understand it...and try to full fill it.. don't think that the women not love you but only love you money..that wrong... but if you still can not...don't give up....try to  explain and do a discussion.....everything will be ok....as long as both of you agree what ever the result.....

DREAMS ALWAYS BE A DREAM..BUT IF WE CAN MAKE THE DREAM BECOME TRUTH.....ALHAMMDULILAH.....:-)

wassalam.......amin..

C.I.N.T.A

L.O.V.E.......it is important??..or just to play around.......ermmm...yeah right we need love...but the point now..what kind of love???....actually there have a lot of meaning of LOVE....it's depends on the person to describe it...for me...ok now we focus love between human.....for me love need loyal.....trust.....and scarified....and the most important must lie in our AQIDAH...means...if we really love somebody..we must respect it..we must know what we have do and don't....don't touch each other....don't take easy about their principe .....and respect their family....love their family before love him/her....love do not mean we lost our mind....  but share it...must have the distance  between each other..because we not have any legal relationship....if u really love someone...respect it until you really get 'HER/HIM"...means married......we must protect him/her...but no control it!!.....trade him/her as our friend...when we trade it like that..we more comfortable...easy to share...to give opinion....and more close....and the important is we be our self..not to be someone else .....accept what they have...anyone have weakness..anyone do  wrong...no body perfect... but the different is..how we overcome it.????....give it change.........

but difficult to me to find person that i want....men always same...not think serious...just  take easy....and not respect women....always need women lisent  to them....so jealous...not reasional...what the????
plzzz.....women now a day..not like20 /30/40 years ago.....men must  remember..if they argue about responsibility of women as wife/mom at home..that must do all thing....cook,wash,clean..and so on....what responsibility of men/husband?????!!!!...... just go work???....heelllloooooo......now women also working....why they work??....to help husband......because if only depends on husband salary..do u think  it enough???..i dont think so....so plz...help you wife also at home...because she already help you.....to be a good men..they must good in ISLAM...not to be ustaz..but at least...know about islam..so that they will guide their wife/childs/family......

so...to find that kind of men like that....no easy..person that can help their wife at home....oh no......so..... difficult....and i always doa...that i will get the best men for me....i will wait...and hope my doa become truth.....ALLAH know better what the best for me....amin.........

Make Your Own Gifts Here

DON'T TOO PROUD WITH OUR UNIVERSITY.....

uitm in rank 25 among the IPT that the students can't speak in english???....oh no.....how come it happen??..in what criteria they used??...ok fine if it really happen....but i want give my opinion...'maybe' that's true...as we knows..only uitm have a lot of malay n bumiputra students than other IPT...ops!!..not that,,..but uitm is FOR malay n bmputra students..i think this survey is for all student...as we know,the other IPT they have a lot of Chinese, Indians and foreigner students..that why they a good rank in that...but if we focus on malay students in that IPT..i don't think so.....what point to proud for the name of IPT.?? but we are nothing!!....we just proud because our university on the highest rank..do we think for our self ??..is it we contribute something for that??...believe me....if the survey focus on malay students only..uitm will be the top 1 among the others... if that happen..we must proud of that...because we talk about 'malay'..our race.....uitm students also will compete with other students....for me ...what ever happen...malay students must proud with their self and race not the name of university..(in this case)..so lets together we improve of self in communication skill for our self  and race..and proud of it if it really happen...not just TOO proud with your university...if you still nothing....uitm is still the best for our race!!!

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bnyknye assignment...

ni la nasib student....hari2 mengadap assignment jer.....sape kate msk u seng???...lg sush kot....better time skolah n matrix la....kpd cikgu2 sekolh.....jgnla menabur jnji2 palsu..yg kononnye blajar di u lebih mudh dri sekolh....

100% wrong!!!...penuh dgn ketensionannya...hari2 leh mcm ni pitam dibuatnye....nk termunth dh wat assignment...xlarat n sebut n dgr ....tp nk wat mcm ne...bkn senang untk senang.....

so trima la keadaan...xleh wat apa da...go through je la,.................wasalam..<3

sedeh rasanye....:-( MERONG...

seharian penat bekerja di 'pejabatku'....dgn timbunan 'kertas kerjanye'...mcm nk tercabut jerk bahu nie....knp la ramai sgt yg suke anta bju kt kedai dobi????....di fikir sudut positive..of coz la kite yg akn untung...tp dri sudut laen plak...mcm ramai jerk isteri2 yg malas...sory to say la...kebyakan yg anta adalh golongn yg dh berkhwin...so mcm....errrmmmmm........enth la sush nk ckp kn....masalhnye....kalu anta 2 sekali luar dlm kot....aduyai.....xselera ak tgk.....yg dlm pon sush ker nk bsuh????.........pastu kalu anta 2....1 bakul giant kot...brapa lama la agk nye dikumpul....nk iron bkn ckt2 kak oi.....bnyk 2...sabarrrr,,,,,jela......
so ak ngn rakan2 seperjuangn pon bercadang ler nk releasekn tension ni.....so nk g tgk wayang....tp apakh malang nye nasib....still xbleh blik kul 10mlm..knp la dieorg ni suke sgt ambik bju time3 org nk tutp kedai??...x pk ker org len pon nk reht gk.!!!!...huh!!.....
dlm 10.30pm g la kmi  ke jusco bukit raja....dgn harapan yg berkobar2 nk tgk MERONG.....tp........
dh FULL!!!!.....rse nk pitam jeerk time 2...mcm nk redh jerk msk..xkesh la duk kt tngga pon tangga la...janji dpt tgk...tp itu semua xkn berlaku,,..dlm mimpi mungkin boleh la....kmi pon  angt kaki blik....huuhuhuh.....ketensionan bertambah2 rasenye.....blik  n tido untuk mendptkn tenaga untuk ari esk.......wasalam..

test yg memenatkan...NUMERICAL...

TIDAKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!....kepala pusing..@@@@@.....spt biasa ...ak dlm keadaan kelam kabut....terkejar2....dgn keje nye...ngn stdy nye....dua-dua tggungjawab....2-2 kene laksanakn dgn yg terbaek mungkin....tp apakn daya....mcm x jerkkk.....huhuhuhuh.....mlm kamis ak g jusco bukit raja...teman adik sedara shoopping....bestnye tgk die shoopping....ak nie just tukang angkt barang jer...nk bli bajet kureng,..huhuhuh.....cuci mata jerk la...dh la ader sale....ni telah membuatkn ak jd gilerr!!!.......nk g tgk wayg....msa tidk mengizinkan..kne blik awai...biasa la.....anak dara ok....t xpasal2 jerk kene bebel..xtahan nk tadah tinger nie,...tp nk tau x..apa yg bestnye????/

yg bestnye...esoknnye JUMAAT...ak ada test!!!.....dh ala sepatah haram ak xstdy lg....ni berani mati namenya....tp disebbkn ak seorg yg berhati mulia,...ak  teman gk adik sedara ak...(tp dpt mkn mcd..freee,,,,suke2)..mesti org akan kte..ala relax ler....test mlm...pg still ada masa...right???
but u r wrong!!!!....ak kne keje pg jumaat 2....ni la yg membuatkn ak stress gler!!!!!!.....tp disebbkn ak ni mmg yg jenis cool..(hehheheh)....ak wat selamber jerk.....mlm 2 ak tido 3am.....errrmmmmm......bgs kn ak?????stay-up 2.....jgn maen2.......tp......:-(
ak stay untuk tgk movie korea.....hhhahhahaah.....still xinsaf2......
nk dijdkn cite.....ak telh menjwab test numerical tepat kul 8.15pm....selma 2jam...(penat ak duduk)..hhuhuh
niat hati nk skodeng member....tp lecturer mcm tau2 jerk....ak telah dipisahkn.....huhuhu...sedeh rasenye....tp ak stiill ada stdy..gler stdy langsung....tp cume xcomfirm r effective ke x.....tp alhamdulilah...tp dapt gak siap kn...(just siapkn jerk la...betoi  xbetoi belkg kira).....kpd madam ku yg tersyg...tercun n terbaek....maafkan diriku andai markh ku x sehbat mne....ak tahu akn kesalahan ku...next test sy wat yg ttteeeerrrrrrrbbbbaaaaeeeeekkk...!!!!......wassalam...

akhirnya......

assalamualaikum....ermmm.....rse mcm xcye jerk...at the end ak buat blog....(apa dah jd ngn ak nie.,...ak bkn la suke sgt menulis...tgk movie je ak tau)...tp xpe la...apa slhnye sekali sekala nk menukar minat..hhhohohhoohoho....xtau apa yg nk ditulis...so ak bantai jerk la ye.....apa2 yg ak rasa ok....ok ler....meh nk kenalkn dir dulu...nme diberi NURZUREEN BBTE AMIHABIL....asal dri perak...still study di UiTM di hatiku kt shah alam....ak belajar kos yg agak ak confius mcm ne leh tersangkut..CHEMICAL ENGINEERING....ermmmmm  uhuhhuhhuh.....dh cukup kot ak kenal kn diri ini....meh nk cite ttg ak yg ak dh wat skrg..(ce cite..ce cite..)

dh 2 minggu ak bekerja di kedai dobi...ak wat part time bkn la sebb terdesak sgt nk duit...just suke2  jerk...menolong aunty smbil dpt  duit...tp ak seyez rse kelam kabut sgt dlm mse 2 minggu nie..dgn test yg berderet..dgn lab report yg tertunggak...dgn aktiviti yg xberhenti2...rse mcm nek giler pon ada...tp ak gagahkn jugk diri ak...(jgn nk manja kn sgt dri 2 zureen oiii)....keje kt kedai dobe nie...not bad la jgk....tp penat nk panas...coz 'jawatan' ak adaalah sebgai TUKANG IRON..bnyk gler baju...hhuuhuuh...help me!!!!!!